Greetings everyone. Well I didn't go to the model audition today. Lets just say that I cant wait to get my refund check so I can get me a car. I hate depending on people. It sucks. August 22, 2005 need to get here asap. So I can get some wheels. I was kinda disapointed that I didn't go, but I just slept my anger off. We had a lil thunderstorm, so it was very relaxing. 

I wish my parents were a lil more understanding. Lately I have been pulling myself away from them, bc of their actions. I can't believe that they have been neglecting my needs latley. I understand since I had lil summer job, I could take care some of my needs and wants. But I guess they see it in another way. They made pay for my school clothes, books, housing deposit, and all my school needs.  Guys please dont think I'm being selfish bc I'm not. I worked in a grocery store making $6.38 an hr. Thats nothing. I only worked for the summer, so I nearly made a thousand.  So I'm leaving to go back to school for band camp on Sunday and I barley have half of the things I need for the semester.

Talking to my parents is not as easy as i was hoping it will be. Everytime I try to talk to them somehow we turn out not seeing each other eye to eye. I just stop talking to them completely about whats going on in my life. Is that wrong?   I really need a car, and they want let me get one with my refund check. Having a car will be very benefical for all of us. By having a car I can get a part time job, and plus I dont have to bum a ride home. They told me the only way I was getting a car, if i had my own money and get one. Well whats the problem I have it and they still saying NO. 

A part of me is telling me to get one, even though they said no, but a part of me is telling me to obey. Im so confused so please give me your comments and blessings. Thanks

P.S.

I found this on hbcu. I thought it was pretty cute and wanted to share

It's R. kelly trapped in the closet "Sims Style"  enjoy

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